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David [Sep. 8th, 2004|05:15 pm]
[mood | lonely]
[music |Queen-Bohemian Rhapsody]

David, my ex/boyfriend/ex....ugh....I cant make him go away. I miss him so much, and i want us to be together...but everythign is so weird...nothing is going right.
I miss him....alot...
can i cry some more now?
or are you going to make me stand alone?
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(no subject) [Sep. 7th, 2004|07:08 pm]
Its been a long day after all,
Staring at the the memories
Trying to make them burn
I am forgotten.
Taking painless medication
Recite the incantation
as the sun bleeds through your eyes.

Let it burn.

Hold my hand (hand)
And watch me as I fall
Hear my screams (screams)
Be there through it all
You're not gonna care (care)
We're not gonna make it
And I'm not gonna take it anymore.

Long days drift into longer nights
A sleepless fit of fantasy
The monster in your closet
compares not to me
I am your fear
Bar your windows
Lock your doors
The boogie man doesn't walk this night
He hides trembling in his closet
For now I walk the floor

Hush little baby,
the angels all are here
never mind the dark one
hovering at your ear
forget about her bleeding ax
and neatly grinning jaws
She only wishes to forget
The one who broke her cause
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Heya [Sep. 1st, 2004|06:52 pm]
Uhm..yeah...well..life sucks...im trying to get this goddamn site to send me my goddamn verification email...if anyone has any tips comment please!
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Posty thingy [Aug. 29th, 2004|07:04 pm]

BOLD WHAT IS TRUE ABOUT YOU.

01. I have kissed someone of the same sex on the lips.
02. I see a therapist.
03. I'm the youngest child.
04. I am drawn to things associated with sadness.
05. I love my gauged earrings
06. I wear black eyeliner every day.
07. I am extremely influenced by kindness.
08. I love to write, even though I think I suck at it.
09. I can't live without lip gloss

 10. I'm probably emotionally scarred.
11. I lived in Tahoe.
12. I spend money I have.
13. I'll be in college for over 4 years.
14. I love designer handbags
15. I've had a concussion before.
16. I'm not good with confrontation
17. I loved the Backstreet Boys.
18. I have more than a couple of horrible memories.
19. I'm addicted to Degrassi.
20. I've tried writing poetry before but it sucked.
21. My first kiss was unexpected.
22. I'm not a fan of rap.
23. I love taking pictures.
24. I hate girls who are fake.
25. I can be mean when I want to.
26. When I allow myself to get close to people, I get very attached.

27. I am bisexual.
28. I have way too many pairs of shoes.
29. I was into Hot Wheels as a child.
30. I dress how I feel that day.
31. My room is painted a color other than white.
32. I cry very easily.
33. I'm always early.
34. I barely ever study for tests.
35. My birthday is my favorite holiday.
36. I have too many clothes for my closet/dresser.
37. I am a morning person.
38. I wish I were smarter.
39. I believe that it is wrong to be gay.
40. I don't blame gay people for being gay, its not like they have a choice. No grudges no opinion. (although i personally have an opinion..and being gay is fine w/ me)
41. No one really knows me. I guess sometimes I feel like no one really understands..
42. I don't have many bad hair days.
43. I sometimes fight with my parents.

44. I am passionate about my interests.
45. I have had the chicken pox.
46. I'm a hopeless romantic.
47. I feel empty sometimes.

48. I am/was clinically depressed at a point in my life.
49. I am no longer depressed because of medication.
50. I am very outgoing.
51. Christmas is my favorite holiday.
52. I can be very insecure.
53. I don't notice it, but I'm told I'm very softspoken.
54. I hate ignorant people the most.
55. I love the color yellow.
56. I love guys that play the guitar.
57. I state the obvious.
58. I'm a moody person.
59. I have a low self-confidence.
60. I've contemplated suicide.
61. I hate cleaning my room.
62. I tend to get jealous.
63.
I like to play video games.
64. I love John Mayer.
65. I get more upset when I see an animal hurt than a person.
66. I'm a vegetarian/vegan/don't eat meat.
67. I've had a crush on a teacher before.
68. I am too forgiving.
70. I have a good sense of direction.
71.
I'm happy with my life most of the time.
72. I've played a musical instrument for more than 5 years.
73. I can function perfectly well without a girlfriend/boyfriend.

74. I love kisses on the forehead.
75. I love the color blue.
76. I don't sew.
77. I am not addicted to drugs.
78. I wear contacts.
79. I don't really care about politics.
80. I hate Bush, but I have reasons to justify it.
81. I don't take criticism well.
82. Conformity is stupid.
83. I looooooove Colin Farrell.:)
84. Rocker boys/chicks turn me on.
85. I love my family (deep down)
86. I don't mind getting shots.

87. I am a perfectionist when it comes to certain things.                                              

88. I always wanted to learn to play the guitar.
89. I can be too hard on myself.
90. I don't believe that premarital sex is wrong.
91. I don't like my nose.
92. I am very religious.
93. I still act like a little kid.
94. I am ridiculously indecisive.
95. I believe in a higher power or some form of an afterlife.
96. I love music.

97. I'm in love.
98. I have problems letting go of people
99. Ashlee Simpson is awesome-PIECES OF ME! lol
100. I don't really like ice cream.



quiz 2

SECTiON 1 ABOUT YOURSELf
+ Known as: Autumn

+ Age:14

+ Lives in(on): Texas
+ Birthday: February 11

+ School: Boswell High
+ Ethnicity: White
+ Religion: Agnostic
+ Shoe size: 9 1/2
+ Hair color: Red
+ Eye color: greenish for the most part
+ Style: Raver

+ Fears: Spiders, alone, heights
SECTiON 2 HAVE YOU EVER...
+ Cheated on someone? yes...
+ Fallen off the bed? Yup
+ Fallen for a relative? ew no

+ Broke someone`s heart? Yeah
+ Had your heart broken? Yeah
+ Had a dream come true? no
+ Done something you regret? Haven’t we all?
+ Cheated on a test? nope

SECTiON 3 CURRENTLY...
+ Wearing? Jeans and a pink shirt
+ Listening to? IM sounds
+ Chatting with? Ty
+ Watching? teh computer screen

+ Should REALLY be doing? reading catcher in the rye

SECTiON 4 DO YOU...
+ Brush your teeth? yup
+ Like anybody? yeah
+ Have any piercing? ears
+ Drive? no
+ Drink? only if fish
+ Smoke? only if on fire
+ Got a cellphone? yeah
+ Got a pager? no

SECTiON 5 FRiENDS...
+ Who is your best?
  Jim                                                                                             Who do I hate? Sills
+ Who is the shyest? andrew
+ Who is the most talkative? shelly, david, jim...need i go on?
+ Who is the cutest? jim, david, josh, peter
+ Who laughs the most? peter
+ Who have you known the longest? Andrew
+ Who have you known the shortest? Jim
+ Who do you miss the most? Ty 

+ Who do you turn to for personal problems? no one anymore

 Do you hang out with the opposite sex? yeah
+ Do you trust your friends? yes
+ Are you a good friend? ehm...maybe
+ Can you keep a secret? yeah

SECTiON 6 THE LAST PERSON YOU...
+ Hugged? mom
+ Kissed? david
+ IMed? ty
+ Talked to on the phone? peter
+ Yelled at? peter
+ Fell in love with? david

SECTiON 7 PERSONAL...
+ What do you want to be when you grow up? THEATRE BABY! 
+ What has been the best day of your life? ive had one? HAHAHAHAH! 

+ What comes first in your life? School or firends or Family
+ Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend/crush? All of the above 

+ What are you most scared of? spiders and heights 
+ What do you usually think about before you go to bed? woah? i think?
+ Did you lose someone you really loved? ya
+ How many times have you fallen deeply in love? 1
+ Love your family? yeah
+ Love your friends? yeah

SECTiON 8 FAVORITE...
+ Movie: Willy wonka and the chocolate factory, dogma, moulin rouge, secret window, alice in wonderland,
+ Song: ....uhm..dont ask..too many
+ Group: idk
+ Store: Barnes and Nobel 

+ Relative: Grandpa Rau! and thats just not counting mom and all of the kids
+ Sport: marching band
+ Ice Cream Flavor: butter pecan
+ Fruit: nectarines
+ Candy: Chocolate
+ Holiday: Christmas
+ Day of the Week: thursday
+ Time: Evening
+ Color: rainbow..exept yellow and orange alone..they's ucky!
+ Name for a Girl: Misty
+ Name for a Boy: James or Peter

+ Quote: "ill dress like a sperm, shove an ice skate up my ass and go balls first down an ice chute. yes that will be fun *but how will you steer?* I will do cagles i will flex my ass from side to side"

SECTiON 9 DO YOU...
+ Like to give hugs? yeah
+ Like to give kisses? yeah
+ Like to walk in the rain? I love rain
+ Prefer black or blue pens? blue
+ Like to travel? Everywhere that isn’t here
+ Sleep on your side, tummy or back? all three i think
+ Think you're attractive? Sexy beast. . .I guess.
+ Have a goldfish? No
+ Ever have the falling dream? ya.
+ Have stuffed animals? totally

SECTiON 10 WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT...
+ Abortion:uhm...choose whats right for you 

+ Bill Clinton: ucky

+ Smoking: uckier
+ Eating Disorders: majorly ucky and wrong 
+ Suicide: stupid...misplaced... 
+ Summer: love it
+ Tattoos: eh
+ Piercings: ehj
+ Make-up: sure

SECTiON 11 THIS OR THAT...
+ Pierced nose or tongue? nose
+ Single or taken? taken
+ MTV or BET? MTV
+ 7th Heaven or Dawson's Creek? Steaming pile of horse shit.
+ Sugar or salt? sugar
+ Silver or gold? silver
+ Chocolate or flowers? chocolate
+ Color or Black-and-white photos? B&W
+ M&M's or Skittles? M&Ms
+ Stay up late or sleep in? both
+ Hot or cold? cold
+ Sun or moon? moon
+ Left or Right? Left
+ 10 Acquaintances or one best friend? BROWNIES
+ Mustard or ketchup? MAYO
+ Spring or Fall? Fall
+ Happy or sad? both
+ Wonder or amazement? wonder

+ McDonald's or Burger King? burger king
+ Mexican or Italian food? italian
+ Lights on or off? uhm..purple
+ Candy or soda? soda
+ Pepsi or Coke? pepsi

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Testing....testing [Aug. 28th, 2004|09:47 pm]
Do these colours work?....uhm...yeah
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